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i don't know. featuring_theglam just holds too many memories. i'll miss it but ohwell.
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| I'm so dead frickin beat. kapaoooooobamalakazammmmm.
Sorry Baoren I know I'm a retarded neighbour to have 
Well everyone refused to let me help in preparation in school cause they said lame stuff like "Oh you're wearing 10405's shirt. Their fundraising over already. Now it's 20406's fundraising. You can't help" & I'm like "No way are you frickin serious"............................"Okay fine, maybe you are" Camwhored and slacked with Jo on the track. OMG HHA WE SAID SUCH STUPID THINGS. I'LL POST IT AS CAPTIONS WITH THE PICS LATERRRR.
Rawr. Mark you have irritatingly sassy juniors who also refused to believe I was sec2 cause I was wearing my sec1 tee. I tried to talk them into buying food from me and they wanted to buy my glowstickwristbands instead. So I spent 5minutes (time is very precious okay) talking BUSINESS with them and they said "We trade with you during interval. Now no change" Wtf. Ohwell. Shan't be mean.
Met Chloe's favouritest hwachong junior. Brian. The first thing Jodie said after I talked to him: "His voice uhh. Haven't break yet HEH" -.-
Sat with Jo and SarahLim. Hahaha and SarahLim had SERIOUS TALK with me before the show. I don't like serious talks cause it makes you feel bad and it makes you feel like you're the worst person in the entire frickin planet. Curses. Well we had interval and the parentals came to fetch me. Yup.
& I hate getting caught in crossfires.
I think trackers make very good counsellors. Hahaha.
Although I'm not close to you, SarahK., but I just wna say that don't bother about anything anyone says. If it's bad, that is. If they say something bad, then just try to twist it into something good or happy okay. You'll manage to do it..somehow. I'm not really good at helping cause the most I can do is just help to clarify things between both parties since we're all friends. If you need anything or feel like really offended or just wna talk, you can call me or sammie yeah? But meanwhile, just don't bother.
All these politics are making me so frickin depressed and unhappy  I have a headache. I need retail therapy but I have no kachinggg.
I realised that my meals suit what I'm thinking. Sweet sour bitter salty spicy, soup dry, colours, rice or noodles.
Random. But I've been eating an ungodly amount of rice since tuesday. Show's overrrr, girl. You've got enough flowers, stoppp thinking Margaux stoppp. Yes that's what I do when I'm stressed over something. I talk to myself.
Sorry AaronLau. Sorry SamRae. Sorry SarahLim. Sorry JodieFoo. Sorry MelWee. Sorry PennyTan. Sorry KellyTan. I feel so fup, I know I am. When the whole world's there for you, you just choose to obscure yourself from everyone and enter your own little playground. Only when you fall from the high bars, then do you realise that you're too playful. You risk too much just for the thrill. Why go for higher when you can't even get a grip.
Screw you, Margaux.
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| Just visited MelWee's blog. Stupid girl, whenever time I read your blog I'll feel emo and tear Read the message I wrote on your pe tshirt  I know you won't forget me anytime soon, hahaha 
Anyway, saw this on her blog...
that was the best night i ever had since i've came to ny. i mean seriously, who the hell spends their nights in sch for nth. and even nights at home wont beat that excitement we had that day. rehearsal was screwed. we practically didnt knw where our props were and all. still, we got thru(: 204's performance always sucks at the beginning:P there were a few times in the midst of the performance when things kinda went wrong.. but ahaha who cares! everyone just did as much as they could. and anw, it was a blast! i heard we were really funny and good;D ohyea i stammered-.- and i knw it okay! hahaha some thought i was supposed to stammer at that certain part:P ohwell. i think the audience played a huge role:P ahhaa! they laughed at practically everything! lili was amused when the others laughed at 'happy ghost' during the rehearsal hahah i guess that made me less nervous? haha good audience:D anw, thankyou everyone for making it such a memorable night! and LT2 suddenly means so much to me hahaha crap. i mean, look. deb and i were really going crazy in there:P and i felt less tensed after that hoho:D 1sthalf's performance was good too! caught a little of their performance. bet the audience liked it too hahah! okay.. im done. hahaha(:
choralnight'06<3
& Suddenly I feel so guilty. I don't know, I hardly feel like I'm a 204ian. I even misplaced my class tshirt dammit. So tonight for fundraising I'm wearing my 104 class tshirt  Even why I try to participate in talks between class cliques, I just can't fit in. Only when Jodie and Mel and I are together, then we crap frickin lot. So much for being last year's monitress.
Had training. asdjbnkadj killer training. Sprinters started late so we started late too. rawrrr.
Mrpedro said "I HAVEN'T SEEN YOU IN A VERY LONG TIME, MARGAUX. SO HOW ARE YOU!" three times today. Ohboyyy. But I got slacker training than all the jumpers heh  Did lots and lots of 80m stridings. 10. The rest did 12. But I threw up after the first set of repetitions so I did only about 8? Yeah. The sun was so hot I could see those wiggly heatwaves  Coolness. MrPedro talked to me about eating disorders and eating properly after I threw up  I bet MsYeo told him something about my eating disorders last term, rawrrrr. So he bought me soyabean milk to neutralise the acid in my tummy (cause he thinks it's cause I didn't eat breakfast. I think it's cause the training was too tough  )  Then we had a team talk by MrPedro. Oh Macritchie training next week. Mm I feel sick. I don't think I should go. yeah I shouldn't go later I faint halfway in the forest..so troublesome. Tsk. Don't go Margaux. heh.
After training Penny Kelly Mel Sam Chingyi Charmaine Alicia SarahLim Yuechin and I went to coro for lunchhh. Lunched and had this stupid thingum about popiah. Like with chili or without. In the end we ordered one with and one without. Hahaha. Went to ntuc to get lakerol and this auntie forced me to buy haagen dazs cause she kept giving me samples nonstop. Bought a tub and planned to share it with the trackers.
All of us went to Huifun's villa after that. Youuuuu eeeeerritatingly richkid! hahaha. All of us ran up and down the 5 levels then we finally settled in the attic. Sammie and I used the comps but gave up after a while cause they were soooo lagggg, albeit they were pretty comps. Cockleman tied the balloon I gave her on lastyear's choralnight to the tabletop! Awww. Well we slacked a lot before getting down to business. Chaiping held the discussion on track camp. Some retarded video we're gna make for the montage. Hahaha it's damn funny la. hha. and it was fun talking to Geri. She commented on erhem. poser. And was all like "tsk, sam ah. next time ask me first okay" then she spilled some secrets and i did toooooo  Left at 2.
Came home and went to the gym to work out cause i felt guilty for not doing full training.
And nowwww, I shall do a quiz. yes I'm supposed to be at Yiyi's house preparing for fundraising later on. Ohweeeeellllll, I have dinner in town with AuntieYani and co. Then I shall go for fundraising. Gah.
1. Where do you hang your towel after showering?
On the chair next to my wardrobe
2. What kind of mouse pad do you have?
A Mac Panther OSX one. It's a cute circle oneee.
3. Do you brush your hair with a comb or brush?
Both. Brush first then comb next.
4. Who do you think is the hottest celebrity?
Channing Tatum or Wentworth Miller. I think Johnny Depp's the sexiest man alive though.
5. You have a project due tomorrow, do you use tape or glue?
Tape.
6. Chicken or pork?
cheeeeeeeeep.
7. By the time you get to school, is it still dark?
yeah.
8. If you had a choice to be a unicorn or mermaid which would it be?
Mel put none. Idiot girl, mermaid la duh.
9. What color is your underwear?
You horny setter.
10. What time does the sun usually set?
6.30-7
11. What do you think of before you go to sleep?
Whether I'll get a flat stomach the next morning, depending on what I ate during the day.
12. AC or fan?
aircon.
13. Do you wear braces?
used to.
14. Can you do a hand stand?
yup. but usually it ends up as a frontwalk.
15. If you were the opposite sex, how would you style your hair?
Like ummm. Spend 30minutes almost kissing the mirror and waxing my hair strand by strand I guess? I don't know, all guys with nice hair. Well, majority do that. So yeah.
16. What level English are you in?
I don't know.
17. Jessica Simpson or Alba?
JessicaAlba.
18. Which subject is worse, English or Maths?
Math.
19. What is the one thing that you really want to do at this very moment?
Run through the foodvillage thingy at taka with Tings and pig out on anything we wna eat without feeling guilty and have girltalk at the same time.
20. What movie are you embarrassd to admit you've watched?
An Inconvenient Truth. & I thought it was gna be an enjoyable education movie
21. CD player or iPod?
ipoddddy.
22. Would you rather spin upside down going 30miles, or drop 400 ft. into the water?
400ft into water.
23. What is your favorite shape?
Melissa, I have a favourite shape :D Um ummm I like flower and star shaped stuffs. Stars esp.
24. What do you have planned for the weekend?
Some things..forgot what.
25. Have you ever gone ice skating?
Yup.
26. If you were put in a room with nothing except for a pencil and paper, what would you do?
Write a story.
27. Is it easy finding your remote every time youwant to watch TV?
mmhm
28. How was your day?
The most tiring day of the hols yet.
29. Do you grow your nails, bite or cut them?
Grow then go for manicure.
30. Describe your handwriting?
Cursive, neat. Not neat as in neat-neat. But it's like penmanship-neat.
31. Do you consider yourself a stalker?
Noooo!
32. Do you bruise easily?
Literally or figuratively.
33. There`s nothing on TV except Barney and Japanese news what do you do?
Sing along with Barney Whee.
34. Do you know more than 3 myspace codes?
nope, 2.
35. You got a essay due, you either can type or write in pen, which will it be?
Type.
36. Do you wear jeans to relax at home?
Since when were jeans relaxed. So stiff.
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type your reactions.
WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
Sorry la.
I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU
Oh wow.
LEAVE HER ALREADY. YOULL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME
(can we change it to a him? cause i'm not bi) I don't like your tone and ego
COME ON. SMILE. YOURE CUTE WHEN YOU DO THAT
PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO
crazy nuthead. you're joking right?
I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKEYOU
thank you.
WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY?
do i look that smart to you?
I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME?
yup, but i have to ask my mommy first.
YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
wow i'm so honoured (seriously!)
I THINK IM FALLING FOR YOU
Okay.
I CANT SMILE WITHOUT YOU
Hm.
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU JUST ARENT HIM HER
You bloody jerk.
WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
Not telling.
CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE?
Yeah sure.
MAY I ESCORT YOU?
Okay.
YOU STILL LOVE HER HIM TILL NOW
yeah sorry doode.
YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING I WANTED
honoured yet again.
WHEN WILL I GET YOUR SWEET EYES
wtf hahaha.
A N S W E R - T R U T H F U L L Y
1. Do you like anyone?
Yeah
2. Do they know it?
Yeah
3. Simple or complicated?:
Mm. Between the both.
IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U
4. Had sex?
Insane.
5. Bought something?
Uhhuh.
6. Gotten sick?
Yep.
7. Been hugged?
Yup.
8. Felt stupid?
highfive mel. I always feel dumb or stupid.
9. Talked to an ex?
yeah.
10. Missed someone?
yeaaaaaaah.
11. Failed a test?
yahhh.
13. Danced?
yup, just recently.
14. Gotten your hair cut?
yeah.
15. Lied?
and yes.
U N I Q U E
16. Nervous habits?
fanning myself and talking to myself.
17. Are you double jointed?
nope.
18. Can you roll your tongue?
yah.
19. Can you raise one eyebrown ?
nope, only both.
20. Can you cross your eyes?
yes
21. Do you make your bed daily?
no.
22. Do you think you are unique?
yeah
H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S
23. Said "I Love you"?
not directly.
24. Given money to a homeless person?
yes.
25. Smoked?
crazy. imma good girl.
26. Waited all night for a phone call?
yeaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
27. Snuck out?
fyi, there's no word called "snuck" it's "sneaked" but i shall shut up and stop being a total geek. um. yes.
28. Sat and looked at the stars?
yes. in tanglewoods in rhode island.
M A N N E R S
29. Do you swear/curse?
occassionally.
30. Do you ever spit?
disgusting action. ew.
31. You cook your own food?
do cookies count?
32. You do your own chores?
HHA.
33. You like beef jerky?
yesyes! teriyaki flavoured. yummeh.
35. You're happy with your life?
yup. at least i'm not living in the slums of south america. have to be appreciative.
36. You own a dog?
nah
37. You spend your money wisely?
honestly, i don't think i do.
38. Do you like to swim?
yeah
39. When you get bored do you call a friend??
no.
Sleep in a bed of the opposite sex?
yes.
Hooked up in the woods?
ew. all the lovegrass.
Drank a bottle of alcohol by yourself?
no i don't drink liquor(:
Hooked up in the shower?
no.
Been Dumped?
nope. and i'm prouda it. hahaaaa.
Stolen money from a friend?
no.
Slept naked?
defnition of naked? okay nevermind. no.
Been in a fist fight?
nah.
Had a crush on a teacher?
YESSSS.
Seen someone die?
omg no so scary!
Been on an airplane?
yeah
Slept all day?
nope.
Missed someone so much it hurt?
uhhuh.
Fallen asleep during school?
yeah
Been lonely?
yup
Cheated in a game?
HHA YEAH. mahjong.
Been to the ER?
yep. my pinky finger was dangling and almost dropped off :X
Been in a car accident?
minor one.
Had detention?
no.
Missed your first love?
hahaha in kindy yes.
Cried yourself to sleep?
mmhm
Sung in the shower?
yes
Kissed a complete stranger?
noooo.
Laughed so hard you cried?
yeah
Cheated on a bf/gf?
no. always have been veryyy devoted(:
Regretted hurting someone?
no, i don't think i hurt anyone. hopefully not.
Regretted loving someone?
YES.
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WHOs :
Who is in the house with you?
daddy auntie and chloe
Who are you thinking about now?
melissa.
Who did you last talk to on the phone?
jodie.
Whose house did you last go to?
huifun
Whose birthday is next?
benjamin huang's
Who was the LAST person you loved but not anymore now?
ellis.
Who do you hope will take this survey?
any one.
WHATs :
What was the last thing you ate?
a smint.
What was the last thing you drank?
water.
What is the closest item near you that is blue?
photo albums
What instant messaging service do you use?
msn
What is your favorite color? (1 only)
pink.
What is your most used, away message?
gymming.
What is your favorite website?
blogs.
What is your favorite shoe brand?
m)phosis.
What song are you currently hearing?
mr brightside
WHEREs :
Where do you live?
987 bukit timah road
Where do you sleep?
bed.
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?:
zaraaaa
WHEN'S
When is your birthday?
31dec
When did you last burn a candle?
last last saturday
WHYs :
Why do we have to go to school?
to get smarter.
Why are you taking this survey?
thought it looked interesting
ENDDDDD.
oooh. Supper at desmond's later. After choralnight. Hm. Mommy most probably won't allow, ohwell | | |
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ooh just came back from choralnight nightFOUR.
104 and 207 were two classes that performed. two of my favourite classes, besides 211<3 & 204 la<3333
Well I sat with Jodie, Mark, Desmond, Marcus, Nick(?) and Mark's AC (HHA) friend. Supposed to meet Sammie and JoelWei and his friend initially, but I abandoned her cause I couldn't find her. Sorry dearest 
& I think I sat in front of the guy Tings, Kenric and I went out with the other time. Hahaha I think I turned back too much cause he looked exactly like that guy! Hm. Actually I think he IS that guy, heh
GaryTang was being retarded. he kept pulling Jodie's hoodie on her, hahaha. Tonight's performance was pretty okay good. Just that other nights were better Must be optimistic, people. I loved 207's plays, especially the maihum one! yup that's the name of the play. I LOVE YOU COCKLEMAN <3 huifun in other words, hahaha. The chairman of choralnight stood next to me and sarahlim cause we screamed "GO COCKLEMAN!!" before the play started. And she stood glaring at us, damn. So restricted.
Of course, TING'S PERFORMANCE WAS BRILLLLLIANT. hahaha jo me and the guys laughed like crazy when we saw her on stage. THAT DANCE IS SUPERRRR FUNNY, GIRL! You're one crazy actress, huangshang(: Chingyi was the mishi or nishi, hahaha. Funny la both of them. Chingyi had this stupid unchinese accent and "i'm cool" thing. Both of them pretty much stole the show. Love both of you loads and loads and truckloads <333333333 the group of us whistled screamed cheered clapped like hell after 104's performance. Sorry couldn't scream your name dear, cause MdmOehlers and GaryTang were sitting next to Jo and I ANYWAY I HOPE YOU LIKED YOUR PRESENT! IT'S NICE RIGHT! take a picture of it so I can post it on my blog. heh.
Talked to MrsKoh after the concert. She missed 204's plays
but. SHE SAID THE ENGLISH DEPT IS VERYYY HAPPY I EARNED A COMMENDATION IN THE COMMONWEALTH ESSAY WRITING COMPETITIONNNNN. HA. NO BIMBO I TELL YOU! Got credentials okaaaaay  The other girl (yup there are only TWO nanyang girls who got something hee) is some sec3. Sissy says she's uber smart. Ooooh. I'm smart I'm smart I'm a GEEK 
Eeeeeyuh The parentals are in a very bad mood today. They refused to let me go for supperrrr. I'm so bored I'm so sad I'm so disappointeddddddd. The world is black. Hm, I shall go make it colourful to pass time Hahaha, anyone up for towning tomorrow? & choral night! Cause I'm doing fundraising tmrnight so I have to go. Curses. Claudia you wna make it tmr? or tings? Tingooooo needs to hit the town again with their sparkly silver rings hahaha I shall go catch my beauty sleep now, tah darlings.
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I just read twinnie2's xanga and I'm OH-SO-TOUCHED. I wna cry. I'm tearing, actually. Sheesh, I can see Tings crying. cause MrKaw's leaving ny too next year. & I'm cryingggg. Aww, we have amazing telepathy man. Anyway, just to let her know.
I LOVE YOU AS MUCH AS I LOVE THE MIRROR AND MONEY AND SCHMICKUMSQUIER! actually much more that that. But you get me, right?(: &! I'LL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU FEEL EMO OR DOWN OR PMSY OR ANGSTY OKAY! CALL ME ANYTIMEEE, YOU KNOW MY NUMBER(: I LUBDUB YOU LIKE HEAVEN. | | |
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